I have been in a torrid affair with you ever since I knew you. I just wanted to say that I can't do this anymore. Your want for me is unhealthy. You possess me - coerce me into doing things I don't want to do. You know what I mean. I have been in this obsessive relationship and have come to realize I am not myself anymore.
There's so much that I have loved about our relationship. You're always available, satisfy me immediately (that has been mind-blowing) and you have never let me go hungry. But being with you is such an energy drain. The toxicity you bring into my body is not good for me. All I wanted to do was be happy with you - but after meeting you I am usually hit with a sugar high that then turns into a crash very quickly. It's simply not working out. I can't keep this up.
You have to go. I forbid you to come into the house ever again. I will get a retraining order of I have to, but after all we've been through, I am hoping you will respect my wishes so I do not have to take drastic measures.
Sincerely,
Ex-Junkie
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